Signs of Sanctification
Posted by Ashley on September 21st, 2005It seems pretty amazing to me that God should care at all to make us more like Him. I mean, are we really worth all the trouble? I can’t imagine the heartbreak God must feel as we, His children, continually walk away from Him in our minute-to-minute existence, continually live as if He weren’t there, when He has bought us at such a terrific price. Granted He is God and thus knows that we are but dust and that we are ‘by nature children of wrath’ but I still imagine it causes His heart to break.
I’m also so amazed at and comforted by God’s sovereignty. Jonathan Edwards described a crucial moment in his coming to an intimate knowledge of God as understanding this doctrine as utterly sweet. Now I can’t say that I see the sweetness of God’s sovereignty in large scale disasters, like Katrina or the tsunami last Christmas or with the starving people in sub-Saharan Africa or the genocide that occurs in the Darfur region and in many other places. I can’t quite square those things into thinking that God’s sovereignty is sweet. But I still believe it. I still believe that these things have been ordained and that somehow they bring God glory, in ways I cannot understand or begin to fathom. (This is of course NOT to say that evil is to be condoned or that the church is not to alleviate suffering. Instead we are provide for the fatherless and the widow; we are to do our best to work against the stamp of sin that envelops are planet.)
On a personal level God’s sovereignty has indeed begun to become more sweet; and this has not arisen from more abstract thought or all the things in my life going along perfectly. In fact I have learned through the difficulties in which God places me, in the things I think I cannot get through, that God is sovereign. And what was evil and unfair becomes palatable in the light that it has been orchestrated for me by God for my ultimate good (that of learning how to glorify and enjoy him forever) and for His praise. I pray this will always be so, that as my life becomes harder, I may always rejoice in Christ alone, my Saviour.